FOUND LOVE AT LAST

I've been single for two years now and my last relationship was before I left the Philippines for abroad. Since then I told myself to stay away from relationship and just enjoy being single. It is really fun being single because you can do whatever you want and besides you can flirt and taste all men hehehehe. I met a few guys in Qatar and dated some but nothing ended into a relationship.

Sometimes I feel sad because being alone is somewhat kinda depressing, I admit I missed the days having someone beside me, missing me, and taking care of me.

I had several relationships and none of them lasted, in short they were all failed. I got tired too in searching for the right person. After my last relationship, I told myself that I'll stop searching for Mr. Right, instead I'll just wait for him to come  no matter how long it may take.

 I also told myself that if ever I'm going to meet him, I would like to meet him in a strange way, like bumping him on the road or stepping my foot accidentally or hitting me with a ball while playing basketball or having to meet him in not so usual thing, and when this happens I am sure he could be the one. I know this may sound fantasy but who knows it might come true.

 I am not an approachable person, I don't make the first move and I don't have the courage in doing that even if I like the person. I'll just wait for someone to come  and approach me instead. I am not a snobbish person, I will entertain whoever comes to approach me. 

 A month ago, in one of the malls here in Dubai, I met this guy who caught my heart instantly hehehe. I was alone that time and waiting for some friends to arrive, I was roaming around the mall for quite some hours and when my feet got tired I sat in one of the couches there. After a few minutes, a guy about same height as mine, with a little bit of dark complexion passed in front of me and stopped for a few seconds. I thought he was just checking something on the store so I didn't bother to look at him more. Then he sat on the other couch and from that moment I sensed that this guy wants something. Then he stood up and came to me and asked if he can sit beside me and from that moment I  confirmed that my instinct is right. Then he started talking to me and I was kind enough to entertain him, at first there were awkward moments and then we became comfortable when we found out that we both came from Qatar and the funny thing is we have common friends, what a small world for us. Instantly  we became comfortable to each other and we have talked a lot. While talking to each other something came to my mind and asked myself that could it  be him that I am looking for?  Our conversation was cut when my friends arrived and he left at the same time. 

I was a little bit disappointed because he left without asking my number hehehe, I was kinda expecting that from him. I just told myself that If he is the one that  I am looking for, there will come a time that we will see each other again and I don't care if when and where.  

The next day, I opened my facebook and I was surprised to see  friend invitation from him. Without any hesitant I immediately accepted it. I was impressed because he took time to search for me through our common friends and from that I sensed that he is interested in me. He may not able to get my number before but this time he find some way to get in touch with me. 

From then on we started chatting everyday and eventually he get my number. Our conversations went thoroughly  until he invited me to a birthday party. We had our bonding and it gave me the chance to know him better personally. The connection was there and I felt the compatibility, its like we knew each other for a long time. I can feel that something good will happen.

Days has passed and we are starting to feel something for each other and we continued seeing each other weekly. Then it came to the point of revealing of our own feelings, we were just happy to have the same feelings towards each other. We didn't waste time, we proposed to each other and now we are together. We are just so happy to have each other specially me that finally the man that I am looking for is here.

There are no best words explain my feelings right now, I am so in love and this feeling is different from my previous relationships. I am just so happy to have him. I can feel his love and support specially during the time I am looking for job in UAE.  I am just hoping that this will last long because I prayed for this and there is nothing I want more.

THE MEET UP

It's been a long time since I went out with someone, that's because I'm in a relationship before and since I'm single again I tried to invite someone for meet up. I don't normally do this, making the first move to invite someone to go out, mostly kasi ako ang iniinvite para makipag meet or lumabas.

I met this guy at a gay networking site, he sent me a message and then after a few exchanging of messages we tried getting each others numbers. So after a few days ayun I invited him for  a meet up. Sa una kabado ako kasi I don't have any idea of his looks, wala kasing face pic ang profile niya, but then I still took the risk of meeting him without having the idea of how he looks like. Pero nung dumating na siya ayun satisfaction met  hehehe.

We decided to stay in a coffee shop, I want a place kung saan konti ang tao, we went on a private coffee shop and as expected konti lang talaga ang tao. It was a perfect place to chat and talk. 

He seems to be a nice guy or should I say a nice catch hehehe. Isa siya  sa mga naka meet ko na pwede kong i-keep for long. I thought the night would become boring but it turned out to be okay. Makwento kasi siya and we never ran out of topic to talk. Halos pareho kasi kame ng mga interest sa buhay or should I say we have a lot of things in common like he's a pasta lover, he cooks and he is organized which i like most. 

I had fun being with him and I had a good first impressions of him. Ang masasabi ko lang is click kami sa isa't isa na parang matagal na kaming magkakilala on the way we talk last night. Marami pa kaming gustong pag kwentuhan  pero sayang at medyo bitin ang time pero it was worth it. Bihira lang ako ma satisfied sa mga taong nami-meet ko.

After namin maghiwalay we continued texting each other hanggang sa makauwi ng bahay. Ang naudlot na kuwentuhan ay itinuloy nalang sa text hanggang sa makatulog na pareho.

I'm looking forward to see him again , nang mas matagal. And as he promised me, ipagluluto niya daw ako ng pasta the next time we meet. At sa nangyaring iyon, eto lang ang masasabi ko, " here I go again....."

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

My blog will not be complete without introducing myself to my readers. I know some bloggers doesn't reveal their identity to their followers and remain mysterious, but to be fair I will give you some ideas of who I am, but of course without revealing the whole Me, otherwise i'll just give you my facebook account hehehe.



My birthday is quite historical or should I say it is part of the Philippine history and often times declared as holiday (swerte ko noh laging walang pasok pag birthday ko). Everytime I celebrate my day, we celebrate EDSA day as well. Yes I was born on the 25th of February (which makes me a piscean). But I wasn't born on that exact year where it actually happened, it just coincides that I am celebrating my 2nd birthday (oops...did i just revealed my age?) during the revolution.



First time you will see me you would think that I am a snob person and difficult to approach. I always look serious and sometimes I appear suplado to others. I admit that I am not approachable person, but when you talk to me I'm sure your impression will change and you would want me to be included in your company.



I am a pure blooded Kapampangan (Mekeni) and as they say I am a good cook. Yes I know how to cook, almost any kind of dish and sinigang is my forte. I am a pasta lover and I am addicted to McDonald's fries which I always crave for one!



I am a music lover, I listen to almost any kind of music genre depending on my mood, but of all genre, I love club remixes. Whenever i listen to this kind of music , I always imagine myself dancing in the club. Right now I am crazy over Lady Gaga's music. Bad Romance is the only song on my playlist that being played repeatedly.



Before I go to bed at night, I make sure I am tuned to 90.7 love radio and listening to Papa Jack's TLC until I fall asleep.



Well, so much about introduction. i guess i already shared half of my identity and I think this is enough before posting my very first entry. but before that let me share to you my wildest dream, mababaw lang naman ito and that is to have my Bench-like billboard in Edsa and to walk on a runway hehehe. Can somebody grant that wish fore me?