I've been single for two years now and my last relationship was before I left the Philippines for abroad. Since then I told myself to stay away from relationship and just enjoy being single. It is really fun being single because you can do whatever you want and besides you can flirt and taste all men hehehehe. I met a few guys in Qatar and dated some but nothing ended into a relationship.
Sometimes I feel sad because being alone is somewhat kinda depressing, I admit I missed the days having someone beside me, missing me, and taking care of me.
I had several relationships and none of them lasted, in short they were all failed. I got tired too in searching for the right person. After my last relationship, I told myself that I'll stop searching for Mr. Right, instead I'll just wait for him to come no matter how long it may take.
I also told myself that if ever I'm going to meet him, I would like to meet him in a strange way, like bumping him on the road or stepping my foot accidentally or hitting me with a ball while playing basketball or having to meet him in not so usual thing, and when this happens I am sure he could be the one. I know this may sound fantasy but who knows it might come true.
I am not an approachable person, I don't make the first move and I don't have the courage in doing that even if I like the person. I'll just wait for someone to come and approach me instead. I am not a snobbish person, I will entertain whoever comes to approach me.
A month ago, in one of the malls here in Dubai, I met this guy who caught my heart instantly hehehe. I was alone that time and waiting for some friends to arrive, I was roaming around the mall for quite some hours and when my feet got tired I sat in one of the couches there. After a few minutes, a guy about same height as mine, with a little bit of dark complexion passed in front of me and stopped for a few seconds. I thought he was just checking something on the store so I didn't bother to look at him more. Then he sat on the other couch and from that moment I sensed that this guy wants something. Then he stood up and came to me and asked if he can sit beside me and from that moment I confirmed that my instinct is right. Then he started talking to me and I was kind enough to entertain him, at first there were awkward moments and then we became comfortable when we found out that we both came from Qatar and the funny thing is we have common friends, what a small world for us. Instantly we became comfortable to each other and we have talked a lot. While talking to each other something came to my mind and asked myself that could it be him that I am looking for? Our conversation was cut when my friends arrived and he left at the same time.
I was a little bit disappointed because he left without asking my number hehehe, I was kinda expecting that from him. I just told myself that If he is the one that I am looking for, there will come a time that we will see each other again and I don't care if when and where.
The next day, I opened my facebook and I was surprised to see friend invitation from him. Without any hesitant I immediately accepted it. I was impressed because he took time to search for me through our common friends and from that I sensed that he is interested in me. He may not able to get my number before but this time he find some way to get in touch with me.
From then on we started chatting everyday and eventually he get my number. Our conversations went thoroughly until he invited me to a birthday party. We had our bonding and it gave me the chance to know him better personally. The connection was there and I felt the compatibility, its like we knew each other for a long time. I can feel that something good will happen.
Days has passed and we are starting to feel something for each other and we continued seeing each other weekly. Then it came to the point of revealing of our own feelings, we were just happy to have the same feelings towards each other. We didn't waste time, we proposed to each other and now we are together. We are just so happy to have each other specially me that finally the man that I am looking for is here.
There are no best words explain my feelings right now, I am so in love and this feeling is different from my previous relationships. I am just so happy to have him. I can feel his love and support specially during the time I am looking for job in UAE. I am just hoping that this will last long because I prayed for this and there is nothing I want more.
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