MISSING YOU SO MUCH

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue
I'm missing you
but what can I do
I'm thousand miles away, from you

It's been a week now since I left you and I know it is very hard on our part to be away from each other but I have no other option but to go back in the Philippines. I know you understand my situation and I am very thankful for your support and love. I'm more than hurt because as much as I don't want to leave you but I have to.

You know how hard for me to be away from you because I am already used that you are always with me. It's difficult for me to adjust that you are not on my side.

Long distance relationship is really hard, it is a test of our patience and love. Let's just take this as a challenge in our relationship and I am positive that we will be together again soon.

I am always missing you, and you are always on my mind every single minute. I am very thankful that you never fails to remember me everyday. I love you so much babe and please wait for me. I shall return, inshallah!

PAALAM MUNA AKING MAHAL

Nang dahil sa naging problema ko sa aking visa kinailangan ko tuloy umalis at iwan ang taong mahal ko. Hindi pala ganun kadali ang mag paalam, ngayon lang ako nakaranas nang ganitong kalungkutan.

Nung unang alis ko papuntang abroad hindi ko naramdaman ang lungkot, marahil excited akong makapunta ng ibang bansa, pero sa pag-alis ko sa UAE pabalik ng pinas dahil kinailangan, ganun pala kabigat sa dibdib lalo na kung ang iiwan mo ay isang taong mahal na mahal mo at ang pinaka masakit pa ay isang buwan palang kayong nagsasama.

When our love is at it's peak, it so sad that we have to seperate for a while. I really felt the pain because I don't wanna go home yet, but I have no choice.

I love my boyfriend very much, and I never love like this before. I had several boyfriends but this one is very special, if you had read my previous entry you will know why.

Of all the people who came to my life, he is the best one and I really felt the his love for me. Actions speaks louder than words, even without saying the 3 words, still his actions are more powerful than those words. He is always on myside, he is there whenever I needed him. Everyday I felt his love for me and there is nothing I want more from him.

Sa sandaling pagsasama namin, naranasan ko sa kanya kung gaano ako ka importante sa kanya. Lahat ng suporta ay binigay nya sa akin. Ako na yata ang pinakamasayang tao sa mundo sapagkat nakilala ko na ang taong aking mamahalin ng todo todo.

Hindi pa ako nagmahal nang ganito sa buhay ko at sa kanya ko lang ito naramdaman, at lahat gagawin ko para sa kanya. Hindi man naging matagal ang aming pagsasama dito ngunit para sa akin sapat na ito para patunayan na mahal nya ako.

Saying good bye is not easy, but I promised him that I will comeback, I will do all my best to be here and be with him again and I can't wait for that time to come. We will continue what we have started and I know it will happen. Maybe this is just a challenge for us to prove our love even we are miles apart.

" promise me you'll wait for me 'coz I'll be saving all my love for you, and I will be home soon...promise me you'll wait for me I need to know you feel the same way too, I'll be home...I'll be home soon"

GOOD BYE UAE

I can't belived that my journey here in UAE has ended so early, I am not yet ready to go home I am not yet prepared. I went here holding a tourist visa, from Qatar I went straight here hoping to find a good job. I know it is very difficult to go here without any assurance but still I took the risk.

I stayed in Dubai for a month and searched for jobs there, but unfortunately I wasn't successful, so I tried in Abu Dhabi hoping to find my luck there. In just two days I had two offers already, so I chose the one with higher offer, I declined the other one. I thought everything was fine until the time I moved to Abu dhabi. When I accepted the offer the manager has promised me the job so I was confident. Suddenly a big problem came, the company cannot issue work visa as it had a problem with the ministry of labor prohibiting them to issue work visa. In short, my application was cancelled and they can not assure to me when their problems with the labor be settled.  I was so devastated in hearing the news. I couldn't think of any other options, I have no plan B. All the sacrifices and the efforts in moving to another city were all wasted. Worst is my visa is about to expire in couple of weeks, another problem is there is a long holiday because of the Eid. I tried approaching the other company that I declined hoping that the slot is still available but It didn't work out as well. I tried walk-in with other companies here but I was not successful too. If I have ample time with my visa I would have continued applying but due to time constraint I just thought of going home.

The risk I took here is really a big challenge for me and I learned a lot. I thought the job that I am looking for is already within my reach but then suddenly it went away so quickly. I guess my luck is isn't here,or maybe it is not yet my time here, but I am really looking forward to come back here the soonest because someone is waiting for me here, but on my second try I want to make sure that there is already an offer, I don't want to take the risk anymore.

FOUND LOVE AT LAST

I've been single for two years now and my last relationship was before I left the Philippines for abroad. Since then I told myself to stay away from relationship and just enjoy being single. It is really fun being single because you can do whatever you want and besides you can flirt and taste all men hehehehe. I met a few guys in Qatar and dated some but nothing ended into a relationship.

Sometimes I feel sad because being alone is somewhat kinda depressing, I admit I missed the days having someone beside me, missing me, and taking care of me.

I had several relationships and none of them lasted, in short they were all failed. I got tired too in searching for the right person. After my last relationship, I told myself that I'll stop searching for Mr. Right, instead I'll just wait for him to come  no matter how long it may take.

 I also told myself that if ever I'm going to meet him, I would like to meet him in a strange way, like bumping him on the road or stepping my foot accidentally or hitting me with a ball while playing basketball or having to meet him in not so usual thing, and when this happens I am sure he could be the one. I know this may sound fantasy but who knows it might come true.

 I am not an approachable person, I don't make the first move and I don't have the courage in doing that even if I like the person. I'll just wait for someone to come  and approach me instead. I am not a snobbish person, I will entertain whoever comes to approach me. 

 A month ago, in one of the malls here in Dubai, I met this guy who caught my heart instantly hehehe. I was alone that time and waiting for some friends to arrive, I was roaming around the mall for quite some hours and when my feet got tired I sat in one of the couches there. After a few minutes, a guy about same height as mine, with a little bit of dark complexion passed in front of me and stopped for a few seconds. I thought he was just checking something on the store so I didn't bother to look at him more. Then he sat on the other couch and from that moment I sensed that this guy wants something. Then he stood up and came to me and asked if he can sit beside me and from that moment I  confirmed that my instinct is right. Then he started talking to me and I was kind enough to entertain him, at first there were awkward moments and then we became comfortable when we found out that we both came from Qatar and the funny thing is we have common friends, what a small world for us. Instantly  we became comfortable to each other and we have talked a lot. While talking to each other something came to my mind and asked myself that could it  be him that I am looking for?  Our conversation was cut when my friends arrived and he left at the same time. 

I was a little bit disappointed because he left without asking my number hehehe, I was kinda expecting that from him. I just told myself that If he is the one that  I am looking for, there will come a time that we will see each other again and I don't care if when and where.  

The next day, I opened my facebook and I was surprised to see  friend invitation from him. Without any hesitant I immediately accepted it. I was impressed because he took time to search for me through our common friends and from that I sensed that he is interested in me. He may not able to get my number before but this time he find some way to get in touch with me. 

From then on we started chatting everyday and eventually he get my number. Our conversations went thoroughly  until he invited me to a birthday party. We had our bonding and it gave me the chance to know him better personally. The connection was there and I felt the compatibility, its like we knew each other for a long time. I can feel that something good will happen.

Days has passed and we are starting to feel something for each other and we continued seeing each other weekly. Then it came to the point of revealing of our own feelings, we were just happy to have the same feelings towards each other. We didn't waste time, we proposed to each other and now we are together. We are just so happy to have each other specially me that finally the man that I am looking for is here.

There are no best words explain my feelings right now, I am so in love and this feeling is different from my previous relationships. I am just so happy to have him. I can feel his love and support specially during the time I am looking for job in UAE.  I am just hoping that this will last long because I prayed for this and there is nothing I want more.

THE START OF SOMETHING NEW

After some grueling weeks of job hunting here in UAE, finally I made it! It was a tough start for me and it was not easy. I had several applications and been to various interviews and I can say that it was quite challenging for me to find a job with a limited time only.

I left Qatar after one year and two months and decided to go to UAE specially Dubai to look for work instead of going back to the Philippines. Searching for overseas work in the Philippines is much harder and I experienced it before and I don't wanna experience it again. I arrived here holding a tourist visa and it is valid for thirty days only but extendable for another thirty days. With that time span I must have a job or else I will go back to the Philippines which I don't want to happen.

I arrived in Dubai with high hopes of finding a job quickly. The next day I started browsing jobs on line and started sending my resumes. I didn't wasted any single time and I used all of my resources. It was harder than I thought, yes there are a lot of job openings here but the problem is sometimes they don't match my qualifications. There were only few companies that matches my qualifications. The other problem is they offer low package specially if you don't have "UAE experience" that they are looking.

To be honest, I had hundred applications here in Dubai and only ten percent responded on my applications. I attended interviews, got rejected, I turned down some offer because of low salary package. They told me not to be choosy but hey you can't blame me I left my previous job to look for higher offer.

Time is running fast and my visa is about to expire and yet I haven't found a job. My savings are running out and you can just imagine how my life would turn into miserable in case I will go home. I felt the pressure really really felt it. Everyday I am always expecting calls from my applications hearing good news and it is frustrating when days are passing and no one is calling. It is also very exasperating when being rejected on the interviews and going home sad. Sometimes I am questioning myself where did I go wrong? why did I failed? It is kinda depressing to have that feeling but I just don't take it seriously instead going on and try again and who knows I might hit the pot.

There was a time that I thought of giving up and going back to the Philippines, in fact I already prepared myself of going home. Because of too much pressure, I almost looked myself as a failure, I failed on my dreams. But I told myself that giving up and going home is not the answer but rather fight and keep trying. Good thing my fate is strong and I am not the person who easily gives up. I am already here and I have put a lot of efforts to be here so why quit? After all, all my efforts will be wasted if I quit. I erased all the negatives in mind and think of only positives. God is good and patience is a virtue.

I continued my applications and I didn't limit myself around Dubai only but rather to other Emirates. I tried my applications in Abu Dhabi maybe my charm is there. And I was right, within just a week I had two offers and now I'm about to start on my new job. God is great and He gave me what I am asking for not just one but two with a bonus of love life JOKE!

My friends are right that going here without any assurance is a big risk, so to those who are planning to go here just make sure that you are ready for the challenges that you will face nad just be confident and believe in yourself!

I just hope that everything will go just fine and I know God will not leave me, and I guess this will be the start of something new for me.

MY CABIN CREW APPLICATION EXPERIENCE

They said that having a cabin steward job is one of the most glamorous job in the world making you see the whole world for free. A lot of people is dreaming about this job and would kill their selves just to make it including me.

I know for a 27 year old guy is not yet too late to fly and see the world so I did not let the opportunity to pass without me trying this.

So when Emirates Airline had its open day recruitment, I made myself available and try my luck. I know many applicants will flock on the venue so I made it appoint to come early. I arrived at the venue 1 hour early and to my surprised the crowd is already big and i didn't expected to see such a huge pile of job-seekers. I was already on the 8th line when I arrived and I guess at least a thousand of hopefuls came to this event.

I didn't made it on the first batch so I was scheduled on the 2nd batch and came back after one hour and forty five minutes. Many applicants came on their best and of course including me and I prepared so much for this day.

Many gorgeous female and good-looking men all over UAE of different nationalities herded at the location and of course I was not intimidated by them hehehehe. Filipinos and Africans were the most numbered applicants and I saw many Miss Angola- look a- like.

The interview was short, we were at the auditorium around 100 capacity and there were seven tables on the platform consist of 2 panels each. You have to stand in front of them depending on the panel which you will be assigned. The interview is very casual, it is a matter how are you going to answer and present yourself.

I was a bit nervous when it is about my turn, but I was able to overcome it once I started answering the questions. I was confident and I guess I made a good impressions.

With finger crossed, I left the venue happy because I know I presented myself good. It's up to them if they will going to consider me for the next round. I have to wait though for two weeks to know the results if I was shortlisted.

I am praying to God and will leave everything on Him and if I made it I would be the most happiest person in the whole world :-)

THE HOLY MONTH OF RAMADAN

Today is the start of Ramadan here in the middle East. It is my 2nd time to experience it. I may not be a muslim but not eating and drinking for 8 hours in the morning makes me like I'm one of them. In the office, pantries are closed and only be open at 6 pm after fasting is finished. So imagine yourself working for 8 hours, eating and drinking is strictly prohibited and being in that situation is a very tough one specially when you are starting to have a double vision hehehehe. I am lucky last year since I am not in the head office, I can still eat and drink without being caught, but now it's a hard one, the only option is to eat inside the comfort room. Yes, people here at the head office do it secretly by eating inside the comfort room since pantries are closed. Ladies are lucky enough since inside thier comfort rooms doesn't smell bad, and what about ours,? goodluck! I don't wanna mention how gross it is eating inside men's room. So how can I survive this? Eating heavy meal before leaving the house, drinking plenty of water too. I am also bringing chocolates to give me energy the whole day, but still not enough to keep you full, so i bring small cup cakes kept to my pocket and eat them secretly and banana and I have no choice but to eat inside the comfort room.




This is for one month and I hope I can survive it coz I can't afford to lose weight hehehe. To all muslims Ramadan Kareem to you, and to all non-muslims enjoy eating hehehe.



THE HEAT IS ON (GEARING UP FOR SUMMER)

Hottah! Hottah! yan ang sigaw ko ngayon dito sa Qatar as in mapapasigaw ka sa init ng tubig tuwing maliligo ako. Imbes na mapreskohan ako e lalo akong pinagpapawisan after maligo. Ikaw ba naman ang maligo ng mainit na tubig pati itlog ko eh nagiging hard boiled!

Seriously, the weather here in Qatar has changed already and all i can say is it's summah time!. If people are going to the beaches to relax, here all you can do is just stay home and cool yourself because going to the beach will not make you relax, instead it will burn you hahaha. Well, if you are rich enough like the locals here and afford to spend summer in Europe why not? And it's the season also where Qataris migrate, yes, they leave their country with their whole family and spend  3 months in Europe and thus making us people in travel agency busy.

Going further, how do you prepare for summer? Buying swimming attire? Looking for vacation places? Well for me, stocking water on plastic bottles and cooling them on the fridge and use for my daily bath hehehe. Water coming from the faucet is extremely hot and we do not have water cooler. Damn! this is the most annoying season where in going out is not a good idea. And to date yesterday was about 47 degrees outside and temperature could rise up to 50 specially during the month of August. So expect nose bleed from me during this time.   

TO GO HOME OR NOT TO GO

It's been months na since my last entry ko dito sa blog na ito, muntik ko nang makalimutan password ko hehehe. I've been too much busy the past few months, sa work, sa lalake at sa iba pang mga bagay hehehe, in short tinamad na akong magsulat hehehe.

Well anyway now I'm in the mood for writing again, buhayin muli ang namatay kong blog hehehe.

Mag iisang taon na ako dito sa Qatar, ilang linggo nalang ang bibilangin ko, dati eto yung mga araw na hinihintay kong ma release ang visa ko. Ang bilis talaga ng panahon, para lang akong nakatulog nang mahimbing. Akala ko magiging mahirap para sa akin ang mag abroad. Kahit wala akong mga kakilala dito ay sumugod pa rin ako, pero in God's grace, naging okay naman ang buhay ko at na enjoy ko naman.

Ngayon eto nga't mag-iisang taon na ako at malapit nang magbakasyon. Iniisip ko if tatapusin ko nlng ang isang taon dito at mag reresign na or bibigyan ko pa ang aking sarili ng isa pang taon. Hindi naman sa ayaw ko na dito sa Qatar, it just so happened na hindi ko nalang gusto ang company ko. Nakaka frustrate lang kase ang sahod tapos ang hirap pa ng trabaho ko. Iniisip ko kase na parang magsasayang lang ako ng oras if magtatagal ako dito kesa sa humanap ng mas magandang trabaho. Gusto ko na sana dito, kaya lang hindi masyadong sinuwerte sa company. Marami ring mga pinoy at hindi lang mga pinoy kundi ibang lahi din ang hindi na satisfied sa company kaya ganun na lang karami ang mga nagreresign taon taon.

Ang balak ko kase is mag cross country sa UAE, so instead na uuwi ng pinas ay direstso nalang sana ako dun at maghanap ng trabaho. Ang hirap kasing mabakante ngayon at nkakapagod magsimula sa umpisa. ayaw ko nang mag trabaho sa pinas dahil mas nakakalungkot yun. Kaya ngayon, pinag iisipan kong mabuti ang desisyon na aking gagawin.

Nakapag desisyon na akong dina muna magbabakasyon this september, pero nag dadalawang isip pa ako if magreresign ako or hinde.

I NEED INSPIRATION

It's been a year now since I broke up with my ex, and it's been a year that I'm single. I met many but dated a few but no one gave me the spark which I'm looking. Sometimes, I want remain single, at least somehow I can do anything that I want, and I can flirt anyone whom I like hehehe, but I missed the times that someone is calling me, greets me every morning. I missed the times that someone is cuddling me, and most importantly, I missed having an inspiration.

Right now, I'm into dating again, and I don't know how far this would go. The guy seems that he likes me although he is not telling me straight. I know and I can sense his intentions and it's too obvious with his actions. The problem is, again there is no chemistry, or maybe it's too early to tell since we just dated a couple of times. But i know myself very well, I can tell if i like the guy even if we just met for the first time. I just hope that this dating will work out for both of us because I'm quite tired also in finding the right person for me. Oh cupid where are you now?

Hatched this way not Born This Way

The most awaited music video of lady Gaga is now finally released. I just seen it today and hmmm I smell controversy (and since when Lady Gaga didn't become controversial?)specially on the first part of the video. I like the song so much and based on the video I was kinda confused on the concept. I saw here how awkward lady Gaga dances.

Birthday Celebration

This Morning I received a birthday greetings from my dad

"hi anak, happy birthday, 27 years old kana, anong birthday wish mo? Sana makahanap kana ng girl friend mo dyan," and i told myself "goodluck!"

It was a memorable day for me last friday, it was my 27th birthday and i threw a party for my friends here in Qatar. Everyone came in their red outfits as it was a Red Party, a post valentine's day and a birthday party for me. We rocked Intercontinental hotel as we party all night long. It was indeed a great party and I was overwhelmed that my guests managed to wear red. I made them a little bit disappointed because I failed to serve alcoholic drinks, but I'm sure all their tummies were satisfied with the food that I served.

Another year was added to my age, nearly getting out of the calendar. I hope the next coming years would be more fuitful and hoping for better years. 

BAD NIGHT

I had a bad sleep last night, aside from my horror dream, my housemates from the Himalayas once again cooking food with a terrible smell yuck! I couldn't get to sleep because my sense of smell is complaining about the dreadful smell of the food they are cooking. My air freshener is not enough to reduce the bad smell coming inside our room. I don't know why is it that everyday they cook the same food with the same odor which pollutes our house, I just couldn't bear it. I'd rather inhale a bottle of rugby than take that smell everyday! My God please spare us from these people!

With the help of my air freshener, I was finally get into sleep, however, i had the worst dream ever! Who could've thought that Freddy Krueger will interogate my sleep? As if I was in the movie of Nightmare on Elm Street. I was being chased by Freddy and no matter where I go, still he finds me and he kills everyone who rescues me. With his big axe (which confused me if he's freddy or jason) he almost cuts my head and good thing I was able to defend myself because his axe is not that sharp, and thanks to my alarm I was able to wake up and keep my head with me hehehe.

STILL SURVIVING AT 7 MONTHS

Seven months na pala ako dito sa Qatar, parang kelan lang nung umalis ako ng Pinas. Sobrang bilis talaga ng panahon at ilang buwan nalang at pwede na akong magbakasyon.

Dati nagbibilang ako ng mga araw pero feeling ko lalong bumabagal ang panahon and besides nakakapagod magbilang ng araw hehehe, kaya ayun hindi ko namalayan na nakalahati ko na pala ang taon!

Nung una akala ko magiging mahirap ang buhay ko dito, siyempre ibang bansa ito malayo sa nakasanayan kong mundo. Major adjustment ang ginawa ko lalong lalo na sa klima. pero mga two weeks lang ata at naka pag adjust na ako, siguro talagang madali lang sa akin ang makapag adapt ng new environment.

Sabi ko before ako umalis ng Pinas ay lilibutin ko ang Qatar, well sa liit ba naman ng bansang ito imposible atang hindi ko yun magawa, kumbaga para ka lang nag city tour. Second day ko pa lang dito ay naka pag mall na agad ako, ganun kalakas ang loob kong mag libot pero may kasama ako siyempre.

Nung unang dating ko, hindi ko nagusuhan ang location ng villa namin. Malayo sa kabihasnan, mahirap ang transportasyon dahil halos mga tao dito ay may kanya-kanyang sasakyan, at talagang ramdam mo na nasa disyerto ka talaga.Walang pwedeng maging libangan, may tv nga kaso puro arabic ang channel, tpos since wala pa akong laptop noon wala akong pedeng gawin kapag day off kundi kumain at matulog lamang.So far never akong na homesick at never din akong nakaranas ng lungkot marahil siguro alam kong i divert ang anxiety sa ibang bagay tulad ng malling. Kahit malayo ako sa mga malls, hindi naging mahirap sa akin ang mag shopping.

Masaya naman ang buhay ko dito, na e-enjoy ko naman at kaylangang i-enjoy. Akala ko ang mga bagay na ginagawa ko sa pinas ay hindi ko magagawa dito tulad ng pagpunta sa mga bar at uminom. Pwes, simula nung ma release ang residence permit ko ay naging madalas ang pagpunta ko sa mga bar, ang akala ko ay tuluyan nang magiging boring ang life ko dito at buti nalang kahit papano ay nagagawa ko pa rin ang lifestyle ko dito.

Hindi naging problema ang distance ko sa aking pamilya at kaibigan (puwera na lang sa love life), salamat sa modern technology, it keeps my loved-ones closer to me at kahit papano ay updated ako sa mga nangyayari sa Pinas.

Marami na rin ang mga pinoy dito, parang nasa pinas ka lang din lalo na pag nasa mall ka na halos mga pinoy ang mga makakasalubong mo. Nagsimulang dumami ang mga pinoy dito nung 2005 at ngayon ay hindi na mabilang ang dami nila. Isa rin yun siguro sa mga dahilan ay kung bakit hindi ako na home sick, feeling ko wala ako sa ibang bansa. Sa mga groceries at supermarket, mga sales lady at waiters ay mga Filipino rin kaya at home na at home ako dito. May mga Filipino restaurants din at nakarating na rin dito si Jollibee at meron na rin Chowking.

Sa trabaho ko, marami akong nakikilalang tao, iba't-ibang lahi, marami na rin akong nakilalang mga pinoy, ang hindi ko na lang nakikila ay ang taong aking mamahalin char! (may ganun talaga?) Masuwerte na rin ako at maayos ang naging kalagayan ko dito, sa trabaho naman hindi ako masyadong pressured so thankful talaga ako.

Sana tuloy tuloy nalang ang ganitong buhay ko dito sa Qatar, kahit malayo eh enjoy naman ako and besides mukhang gusto ko na rin naman dito. I just hope yung remaining months ko dito bago ako mag isang taon ay lalo pang maging masaya, at lalong magiging masaya kung mahahanap ko na SIYA (at talagang isingit ba?)

NEED HUMAN BLANKET

Sobrang ginaw ngayon dito sa Doha at kahit may heater na ay balewala pa rin, nanunuot ang lamig sa kwarto kaya mega baluktot ako sa kama. Dobleng comforter na nga ang gamit ko pero still ramdam pa rin ang lamig kaya tuloy magdamag na nakatirik si junior ahahaha. Cguro hindi blangket ang kaylangan ko kundi katabi sa pagtulog char! Mas maigi kasing panlaban sa lamig kapag may katabi ka sa kama diba?

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

Kahapon pala ang anniversary ng blog ko, hindi ko namalayan dahil hindi na ako masyadong nakakapag sulat at medyo napabayaan ko na rin siya nang dahil sa Downelink na yan hahahaha.

Akalain mo one year na pala akong nagsusulat at kahit hindi ko na achieve ang goal kong maka 100 posts masaya na rin ako na kahit papano ay nababahagi ko ang aking mga kuru-kuro at saloobin. Masaya din ako kahit meron lang akong 12 followers, at least kahit papano may nagbabasa sa mga entries ko.Well bakit nga ba konti lang ang followers ko? Siguro dahil sa tema ng blog ko na medyo pa demure at pagkabusilak ang mga topics dito, hindi puro kalibugan, well meron din pero not all ahahaha. Hindi kagaya ng kay soltero at orallyours (special mention tuloy) na halos tulo laway ang mga readers at kung merong xerex ang abante, aba hindi pahuhuli ang blogosphere sa mga kwento nila hahaha.

I don't need a lot of followers, in fact I decided to make my blog just to put my emotions or thoughts into writing, sometimes I feel relieved when writing my feelings rather than telling it to others. I will not change the theme of my blog just to attract readers, I will keep it as it is but of course will try to share some naughty things (when necessary) just to add spice to my blog.

I would like to thank livingtheexpectations.blogspot.com ( o ayan special promotion on your blog) for constant reading on my blog, ikaw lang naman ang nagbabasa nito, kahit minsan nasa draft pa siya eh atat ka nang malaman ang isusulat ko.

I just hope that this year I can write as many stories or share as many thoughts than the previous year, inshallah!